So, today I realized my limitations. At least in part. I'm still working on my Master's degree, and I actually took a class last semester (yes - I did have a baby while I was taking a class). I had enrolled for one class this summer and another in the fall. I figured I could handle one class. I'm home all day, right?
Wrong.
The class started this week, and today I started to panic. Baby D's still not napping very well during the day. (She sleeps well at night. Don't think I'd trade that for daytime napping.) So, it's pretty hard for me to get anything done. I'm still struggling with laundry and meals. So, after talking to Brad and a few good friends, I dropped the class. I now get to petition to see if I can get a full refund instead of just a partial one. Yes, this is day four of my class and I can't get a full refund.
I, the overachiever, am at peace about waving the white flag. In addition to learning how to be a parent, I'm also learning how to say no. It's a hard lesson for me. For the most part, I've always been able to balance everything and to be able to do it all. Not so much anymore. I guess I'm having to change my definition of "all."
2 comments:
Naps are the thorn in every parent's side in my opinion. As I type, Gibson is chatting away after sleeping 1.5 hours of his usually 2.5 hour morning nap. The hard part is leaving him alone. If I don't, he's a bear after about 30 minutes. I'm sure she'll find a way to get the hang of it. It's a delicate partnership. And good for you on dropping your class. Darcy and Brad need more you. Good luck!
Don't let it get to you... it really is hard at that age. I thought I'd be able to handle Collin, part time work, house duties and TWO classes during that stage. I about lost my mind that semester. Best wishes figuring out a schedule that works... and if you figure it out... please share! Haha! Hope to meet Darcy soon... miss you!
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